 Welcome to my blogs. I write them for myself and only myself. They will tell my story, somehow, so when I read them in the future, I will know how I came to be. Sometimes, the easiest way to find yourself, is to look inside your past- and into your soul.
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Fear less, hope more;
Whine less, breathe more; Talk less, say more; Hate less, love more; And all good things are yours." "You must be the change you want to see in the world" -Mahatma Gandhi "After the storm, the pessimists look for the clouds, while the optimists look for the sun." -Felipe Canizares These are the quotes I live by.  
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MOVING My blog has moved to the address
sara-dreams-deeper.blogspot.com
It is time for bigger and better things! It was great here, goodbye.
tragedy calls The rain brings tragedy they say Grow Up. Move on. but most of all,
Don't Get Me Wrong, Dear, In General I Am Doing Quite Fine... "We don't laugh at jokes, we laugh at tragedies" Close your eyes and open them once more, they are waiting for you.
Look Numbers inspire you to With one thought there The tears wish to come Why must you cry, when you already have everything?
Sitting on Sidewalks Watching The World Go By
a FORMER best friend. Re-invention is the latest form of therapy Re-invent me. Change me. Love me. Hate me. Ignore Me. Forget me. Remember me. Come to me. Hear me. Hurt Me. Know me. Want me. Duplicate me. Re-ignite me.
I understand me.
Teenage Angst. Welcome to the world of teenage angst The land of unfinished thoughts It's amazing how words can heal the frazzled mind but for the moment only if you believe in it running around in circles again
Remember those myspace surveys? Who in your phone has a heart after their name?
no one What are you doing tomorrow? i am not sure at all What shirt are you wearing? urban outfitters and old navy How many pillows on your bed? 1 here, 4 at home Where was the last place you went besides your house? well I am not home now, but formy temporary home, I went to the park Has someone ever told you they love you and you didn't say it back? yup, you smile and say thank you or if you don't like them, you say nothing at all
Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them? for sure:) Is anyone else in the room with you? kind of What's your favorite drink? water Would you be able to date someone who doesn't make you laugh? i have no idea What was the first thing you thought of this morning? that is so R rated Do you really, truly miss someone right now? I missmiss someone, for having not to see them in a long time and I trulymiss someone, who has not graced my life with their presence for the longest time
What is the last movie you watched in a theater? ouf ice age 3 I think Who did you last go out to eat with? patrick,
well i ate:P
How's your life lately? it is quite happier than before When was the last time you laughed so hard you couldn't breathe? I think at the Coldplay concert a few days ago Is there someone you used to talk to every single day that you don't talk to at all anymore? yes,there are more than one Have you ever been rude to someone without even realizing it? yes Have you found someone you really like? yes, more than one What do you hear right now? my dad's extremely loud voice How are you feeling? hot, hungry,happy Have you seen anyone you knew and purposely avoided them? yes, kind of Think of the last time you were REALLY angry when was it? hm, a few weeks ago Is there someone you can't stop thinking about? yes Will tomorrow be better than today? everyday is good here:) What do you bite on more, your tongue, lip, or nails? my inner cheek Do you trust all your friends? no, unfortunately Will your next kiss be a mistake? no of course not! Are you happy at the moment? yes, for once:) Do you ever get shy around the boy/girl you like? haha sometimes yes. Last thing you bought? art supplies Last time you were scared? for once i don't really remember Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex? i used to, now I have some good ones Do you like reading? very much so What are your plans for this weekend? Who will you hangout with? being in new york , driving to south carolina, being in south carolina! i'll be hanging out with my family yo
Do you tell your mom everything? no Are you enemies with a former friend? i don't really have any enemies Have you ever done something outrageously dumb? yes Regrets? some Has anyone ever crawled through your window? yes I have What is something you're currently frustrated about? some of my friends but it's not worth it
I am just dissapointed with humanity and myself
How many wives/husbands do you want? 1 Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with? who was it? steph? no, not at all! Who was the last person you yelled at? my brother probably? Who was the last person you cried in front of? i was alone Have you told anybody you loved them today? no, not today yet but everyday yes
Did you speak to your mother today? mmyes I did Do you have plans for tomorrow? didn't you already ask this? Does the last person you held hands with, mean something to you? yes, very much so Are you close with your mom? not really Who was the last person in your bedroom? shannon or my parents Who was the last person you talked to on the telephone? my grandfather Were you happy when you woke up today? well yes I was, but I also longed for something-someone Do you need to say anything to anyone? well of course, don't we all? Are you typically a jealous person? i try not to be, but sometimes I cannot help it, to be honest. Do you know anyone that smokes pot? yes If I looked under your bed, what would I find? dust Sleep on your back or stomach? it depends how i am feeling that night What time did you go to sleep last night? 1 am or so Ever talked to someone that was drunk? of course, i justtalked to my mom and aunt tonight who were ahahaha Where were you at 3:02 AM this morning? asleep in my yellow room :) Do you wet the toothbrush before the toothpaste? no, the opposite Do you like anyone? yes, of course I do What's your favorite class? english, or when I had advanced writing it was that class What song did you last listen to? the scientist by coldplay Have you ever broken a toe? i don't think so Are your nails painted? nope What's your favorite brand of shoes? euh? I dont know In the past month have you done an illegal drug? nope. Have your parents ever smoked weed? yes they have and I know that for a fact haha Have you ever ridden a horse? yes, I loved it Do you ever get car sick? sometimes Have you ever kissed under fireworks? no, not yet:) Who do you text the most? the ninja Have you ever made a snow man? yes i think i did with the brothers this winter Do you prefer sliding down a slide or swinging on swings? I like swings, but I like getting stuck in a slide too Are you sick a lot? yes:( Do you have a male that you can trust with your whole life? almost. What's your favorite activity in gym class? when the bell rings and it's over Is it easy to make you cry? yes, very easy. When's the last time you fell asleep watching a movie? every single time I watched one Are you feeling guilty about anything right now? not really Who is the last person you got a text from? i have no idea, haven't used my phone in days Are you texting anyone? no Are you excited for winter? kind of, to spend it with a certain person Have you kissed/hugged anyone in the last 24 hours? yes How many cellphones have you had? 1 Do you have any nicknames? yes many Do you think you're wasting your time on the person you like? no What do you do when you're having a bad day? i complain, eat a long and wallow in my self pity If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? im not sureI would, because each year makes me who I am even more Would you rather text or IM? instant message Purple or green grapes? purple What time did you wake up this morning? 10:53 am Have you ever thrown your cell phone in anger? notreally Could you go a day without eating? i have already when I did the 30 hour famine and when I didnt feel like eating that one day Do you write notes on your body? i write little mental reminders Why did you last cry? because I was frustrated with my father, with the world, with humanity Do you wish you were somewhere else right now? yes and no Have you ever kissed someone who was high or drunk? hahahahahah yes Have you ever had someone pick you up off the ground & carry you, why? yes, because he was trying to show off how strong he was:P orjust make me happy Do you get mad or get even? mad i suppose When is the next time you'll kiss someone? in two weeks:) Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating? haha yes Did any particular thing brighten up your day today? playing with my family in the park and actually having things go right for once Did you go outside for more than thirty minutes today? yes ,much more How has the past week been for you? extremely good Was your last relationship a good one? it doesnt count How was the last party you went too? it was alright:)
Here. Right Now. They say when something life-altering occurs that you have to capture it in the moment, write it down, so you can never let it go. Maybe I try just so hard to make others around me happy that in the end, nothing works out and that they mix up my intentions. I guess that doesn't make methe best human being, oh yeah and don't forget my incredibly selfishness and stupidity, you can't go wrong with that. They say you have to capture a thought in the moment. so you can look back and reference and know where you went wrong. I know I went wrong. I know I always went wrong. Basically, this whole life is wrong.
Based on Hear You Me by Jimmy Eat World I never said thank you for that
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