We fell in love, with that feeling
Young minds carelessly care-free
Wondering, Wandering, Loving, Knowing

It could not be beat
It was strong, steady, alive,
beating, pulsing ,to the racing pulse of your heart

Desperately searching for that feeling
To take you, make you whole

We can feel it through our veins
Rushing, pulsing, envelopping,

Trickling in, slowly starting at your hesitant toes
Creeping its way upwards through shaking legs
and fast paced torsos
To finally reach the mind

To fall in love with a feeling
Oh, what if the whole world fell in love with a feeling

there's something about how two can fit into one
slow, steady, shy, cautious
carefully hesitant
watching, knowing, eyeing eachother with thoughts running wild

thoughts desperately escaping the prisoning mind
its boundaries forevermore broken
without a clue to what comes next

run amok to what's left of one
breaths carefully measured,
gasping, gasping
slow, steady, shy, cautious

disjointed, disconnected, or maybe truly ignorant.
whatever the fact may be, there must be a way to cure the wandering mind.
like a thought stuck behind a mind, trapped inside a head, captured within a body never knowing release.

call it teen angst or issues of self abandonment
call os jealousy, call it laziness, call it pain, call it ignorance.

hard to keep up with the wondering mind
over analyzed and over criticised, unlike anything else
assumptions made and longings declared
miss what you never had

it hurts it hurts when you are reminded you are not intouch with reality
yet it doesn't matter due to the fact they wont matter

 its all an unrealistic dream and we all stand alone

there are two people living here.

cant you see whats happening

round and round with nowhere to go temporarly distracted, no purpose, lost

slowly its taking over me

preoccupied forgotten its coming to an end

feelings of unrest and false lies

left behind alone forgotten unwanted neglected alone alone replace replace replace

i see the fall

and far its come

but im not doing anything about it.

just when you think all is well

you have to ruin it and make it fucking miserable again.

She said, I dare you...
Just one more cookie, in the second grade with my best friend
That was the year her parents smiled and locked the door
When the music was loud and we heard banging on the wall

She said, I dare you...
When we were 10 and crushed that poor girls glasses
That was the year when her dad hit her mom
Her silent tears streaming down her cheeks

She said, I dare you...
In our third year of high school, at our friends party
To have one more swig of beer
That was the year her parents divorced
And started a fierce custody battle in court

She said, I dare you...
When we were 18, to take the brilliant blue pill
That was the year her mother remarried
And her father dissapeared and never returned...

She said I dare you...
The night after we graduated from university
With the gun off the wall
To shoot her in the heart
Here it had been broken forevermore.

Everything is dying.
Each minute that I live, each moment that I experiece, every forever that becomes undone
I know it all is dying

We say we'll love for eternity
Or that will never lose sight of eachother

But the human race is fragile
Never trust one's kinds words

They reassure and comfort
But they will not be able to do so forevermore.

I cheated time

Knew that it was something more than a lie

A fable, a myth, a story

For the naïve and innocent to believe.

I cheated time

And preached on how I never searched for love

It was always love that seized me,

Enveloping me, grasping me, choking me, into the firmest hold.

I cheated time

And was convinced that it would never cheat me

The days passed even faster

As I wondered who to be.

Caught somewhere between alive and living a dream,

I look slowly up to you and you’re caught by surprise.

Never aware of what is carries on in your mind,

Shy eyes lead to tentative smiles and a hesitating touch.

I promised to be your guide

You were never conscious

And thought I was only being kind.

Careful steps may lead to great leaps.

Or get you nowhere at all.

I know one thing though

One day nowhere leads you somewhere.